MaKayla, Part 2 (2018)

Look, so I really didn’t want to say this over text but, for whatever reason, you don’t seem to want to talk to me. Thus, I don’t have much choice. If putting myself out there like this backfires, then so be it. At least I tried my best. 

Anyway, here’s the bottom line. I can’t read your mind, and I’m confused. Sometimes I feel like you’re into me (like when you say I’m hot and you don’t have a bf, and you told me I’m not making you feel uncomfortable when I asked). Meanwhile, sometimes I feel like you're upset with me or you're avoiding me or whatever (like when you ignore my messages). And I don’t want to waste my time, and I especially don’t want to waste yours. So I’m gonna make myself crystal clear. 

I think you’re as cute as a button, super sweet with a down-to-earth personality, and I absolutely love vibing with you. Now maybe you think I’m fucking crazy cause I just met you and we’re hundreds of miles apart. But, the truth is I’m a genuine guy with good intentions and, in my opinion, you can’t blame a guy for falling for someone like you.

Now, with that said, what I want more than anything is for you to be happy. So, if you want me to fuck off, then just say so. You can delete my number from your phone and I’ll disappear just like that. And I’ll wish the best to whatever lucky guy succeeds in sweeping you off your feet. But if you want me in your life too, please say so. Cause I don’t wanna keep making myself look like a fool if I’m just getting played. And if you don’t tell me I’m bothering you, I’m gonna keep desperately trying to get your attention, cause you’re worth it to me. One thing I’m not gonna do is sit around here and pretend I’m not into you if you’re trying to friend zone me, cause that wouldn’t be fair to you or me (since I’d be lying to you if I said I strictly wanted to be your friend and I don’t wanna flirt with you anymore).

So if I’m just a thorn in your side or you have a bf or for whatever reason you don’t like my company, tell me now and I’ll get out of your hair, I’ll leave you alone, and I’ll start moving on with my life (trust me, it’s not a super big deal. I’ve been rejected before). But if you’re into me at all, I’m just asking you to talk to me every once in a while, to give me a chance (hell, I’d buy R6S, if that’s the only way I could play with you). 'Cause I think you’re special and I want to get to know you and learn more about you than just that you’re good at video games.

Anyway, that’s all I gotta say. I won’t text you, snapchat you, or message you on Xbox until you reply to this (and if you don’t respond, that’s fine. I’ll assume that means you want me out of your life and I’ll do that for you). If I’m being too forward, I’m sorry but I had to get that out of my system. You’re free to take it how you see it. If this somehow offends you and this the last time we talk to each other, best of luck to you. I won’t forget you. You’re a kind soul with a heart of gold, MaKayla. Don’t change.

❤️ Stephen, your one and only sparkle buddy