Train Wreck

I've repeatedly complained about the present state of Fortnite, because of the absence of enjoyable elements as well as the presence of obnoxious elements. But afterwards I often find myself consumed by feelings of regret. Even though I believe there was a lack of good features and an excess of bad ones, I took those past days for granted (before circumstances further deteriorated). By and large, the trajectory has been a gradual, downward spiral. Regardless, just like a train wreck, I am mesmerized by the sight of the disaster.