The Power of Your Presence

You've told me you feel responsible for my suspension of hobbies like live streaming. And although your feelings are totally valid, I don't think you should hold yourself accountable for my behavioral modifications. I ultimately decide which aspects of my life take priority, and you are now one of them.

Plus, if you're going to bear the blame for the deductions, then you should likewise accept the credit for the additions. Believe it or not, I've resumed some long-forsaken activities in spite of your presence. In fact, I'd argue neglected interests have been restored because of your presence. And those same interests would have remained dormant without your presence.

I know it may not appear that way to you, since I've temporarily discontinued a routine form of leisure (gaming/streaming). But in reality, as much as you may disagree, you're a source of production and encouragement, NOT a source of procrastination and discouragement. You've made a positive impact on my life by motivating me to rearrange a variety of priorities. You've actually inspired me to write again, to reintroduce a consistent exercise regime, to value more quality time with my pets, to advance my financial stability/capacity, etc.

Therefore, with all due respect, I don't regret making those changes at all.