Change of Heart (Worth the Risk)

I previously said that if I ever, in your words, "break away" from you, it may very well occur instantaneously and without warning. I said that I've been "ghosted" countless times for absurd reasons, for no definite reason, and for no reason at all.
Accordingly, I said that I don't feel compelled to carry the burden of guilt after suddenly and completely severing even the most secure connections with people, provided that I believe the separation is in the best interests of both parties. And I said those things because, in regard to suppression of emotions and compartmentalization of thoughts, I'm a seasoned veteran.

And if I wrote this post a few weeks ago, I would've probably stopped there.

However, recently I've had a change of heart.

After learning about the intricacies of your mind, growing close to you emotionally, electing to love your strengths and weaknesses equally, watching you detach from me for just a day, feeling like my world was falling apart, and hoping desperately that you'd allow me back in your life, I don't think I could ever do that to you.
And while I admit remaining intimately attached to you for as long as you choose to entertain my presence is very risky, considering every delightful discovery I've made about you, I've unequivocally determined you are worth the risk.