Dejected & Desensitized

I realize I will probably come across as overly dark and dramatic here, and my words will likely raise some red flags for readers. But I believe I am "emotionally damaged." Enough heartbreaks and letdowns will change anyone. Nowadays I usually don't let much of anything involving romance negatively (or positively) affect me. I naturally maintain a numb disposition, without feeling the pain that generally follows disaster.

The more time invested throughout the climb, after the ecstasy of the summit passes and the adventure suddenly crashes to the ground, the more hurt suffered after the fall . . .

That's why these days I do whatever it takes to resist showing any sign of psychological vulnerability, guarding my heart with the utmost vigilance at all times.