Unwanted

 You know what the worst feeling in the whole world is, for me? The feeling that anyone and everyone around you rejects you for who you are. The feeling that no one you care about wants to hear what you have to say. The feeling that no one cares about you or what’s on your mind. The feeling that your life is worthless because the people you want to notice you most ignore you, either inadvertently or by choice. The feeling that you have nothing to contribute to society other than drowning in your own miserable self-pity. This one feeling has been the singular cause of the vast majority of past contemplations of suicide.
This feeling, as I describe it, is the feeling of being unwanted.